I pulled you from the depths of me.
My mouth opened wide and groans of
love
pain
love pain
Came bleeding out
in mouthfuls.
You leaving the bottom of my chest cavity.
That place they call a heart.
That place from which I have always promised to love.
And I did love you.
I seduced a man.
Another, that said he missed me after I had left.
I seduced him and used his fingers and mouth and dick to try to push you out of me.
I though you might come out in a great orgasm, in a rush of serotonin brought on by someone else.
But you stayed deep in the depths of my heart,
slicing through each of the bandages I had tried
to stop the bleeding.
Do you want to stay or do you want to go?
Neither of us knew.
You wouldn’t come out when I came,
but this man I seduced, he kept trying to resurrect me.
And in my angst and desire to pluck you back tightly to my breast and never let you go,
I shocked him.
He ran from me with his entire body shaking.
He said he didn’t know what had happened.
But I did.
I left him with you still deep inside me.
I cried the whole way home.
If you want to leave,
why won’t you go?
